Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Don't wanna be,

all by myself


  1. All alone?
    You're not the only one.
    I' m alone as well.
    It feels to me... empty inside.
    When I' m alone, I sometimes would stand and stare for a long time at my little tree, Treesa.
    My living friend.

  2. Yeah, I’m all alone. Except for the trees. They do help with the loneliness somewhat. They have a calming influence about them. It also helps to know that I’ll eventually be found........hopefully.........
    This memory loss doesn’t help with anything.

  3. Yes. I would feel calm around them too.
    But I wonder how?

    I' ll pray for you that you'll be found.
    Let us hope it will happen.

  4. There are worse things than being alone, dear.

    I would suggest patience
    Even if you can't contact your specific group, you may still find other proxies in your area.

    In the mean time, talking to other bloggers may help you feel more connected

  5. Purple Butterfly 11- Thanks. I am sure I will be found eventually.

    KnitWolf- True.

    I am being somewhat patient.....but I have been here for over a month and am starting to get bored. Strange thing is, there aren’t a lot of people around. I have only seen five or six, and none of them were proxies.

  6. Hmm... maybe it's just my current situation making me paranoid, but given the odd lack of people... maybe you should try leaving the area just to see what happens or if you can? I'm not telling you to abandon your post or anything, just to try it as a brief experiment.

  7. I considered leaving but wasn’t sure if I would get in trouble or not. At this point, I am willing to leave, even if it’s just for a second to see if I can. I wasn’t concerned by the lack of people before, but now that I think about it, I probably should be.....

  8. Well looking around surely can't get you in that much trouble. It's not like your furthurering any goals right now any ways. I belive the only reason to not at least try looking around is if this is explicitly a test.

    Hello by the way, a pleasure to meet you.

    See you around

  9. hehehehe. trust me on this one. alone, especially now a days, is incredibly under rated. you should try embracing it. i can almost assure you its better then the pathetic company you'll find nearby

    -h a c i m-

  10. FreedomCaged- Hello, it’s nice to meet you too. I suppose you are right. I don’t think this is a test-I’ll look around once the weather breaks.

    3HA3CIM3- I don’t mind being alone-usually-but I wouldn’t mind having someone to watch my back given how disoriented I am right now. Safety in numbers and all that.